原来是写信给未来的自己

没想到这里的力量是这么大。

漫无目的写了那么多篇有的没的，原来是写信给未来的自己。

在最挫败、无助与狼狈的时刻，这些文章给了我勇气与力量，鼓励我继续走下去。

友情这东西，我向来都不奢求，甚至可说是没珍惜。也许是朋友都很多，抑或不曾达到在最落魄的时候失去过，因此不会珍惜友情的重要性。

如今，虽然有点奢望有个温暖的手掌，可以拍拍我的肩膀，给我鼓励，甚至陪有人陪我渡过。但我知道这是不可能的，而且我也不会躲在不切实际的幻想中，因为鼓励与陪伴不能解决根本问题，只能减轻痛苦。

因此，真正解决问题的，一定是要自己去面对，自己去付出，自己去承受。熬过去了，你说，问题不就迎刃而解了吗？

友谊固然可贵，但它永远不可能成为解开枷锁的钥匙。

成长，就是靠自己，靠自己内心的声音。这里回荡着我过去许许多多的声音。感恩。

I never expect here has strong power for me.

I wrote numerous articles aimlessly,  eventually I found that all of those as if letters for the future of me.

These articles have given me courage and strength to keep going while I got lost, helpless and nonplussed.

I am used to not greed to have friendship, or I even never treasure it. Perhaps, I had a lot friends before, or I never lose it when I fell into bad situation. Therefore, I didn’t see the importance of friendship.

Nowadays, Although sometimes I hope there is a helping hand was pressing my shoulder to encourage me, and there is a person accompanies me to pass through. But I know it’s impossible, and I won’t hide into the unreal imagination because encouraging and accompany can not solve the  problem completely, it can just reduce the sorrow.

Therefore, the problem will be solved if I get to encounter, take action and endure its.

Friendship still important, but it’s not the key to open the lock of trouble.

To grow up by depending on myself, depending to listen to the voice in my deep heart. And here is much of my voice is echoing. Grateful.